Question by a Dharma friend:“When you
are at home or walking around the village or somewhere and you see
and feel evil impulses in your mind, do you feel regret or
disliking that they arose?”
My answer:“When I see evil impulses in
my mind I am aware of their occurrence and I let them come and go
by themselves. I change the focus from them to something
else that I am doing at the moment, be it Nembutsu or cutting
firewood, carrying water, etc, and by simply leaving them alone. I
don't give them attention because that would make them grow even
more, and I cannot solve them by feeling regret or by disliking
them.
It is useless to dislike thoughts and feelings. If I focus on
them with dislike or regret then I empower them, so I do not do
that. After I instantly realize their appearance, I simply leave
them alone. I do not take them seriously. Thoughts and feelings are
like clouds that appear on the empty sky. They do not deserve my
attention because they are not real, so I do not want to give them
a reality they don't actually have.
Thoughts and feelings appear and disappear naturally if we
allow them to disappear. But if we start judging them, feeling
regret about them or disliking them, then we help them become
greater and greater. This is how obsession grows. Obsessions are
simple thoughts and feelings that were given too much attention and
were taken too seriously.
My way is to not take the evil thoughts and feelings too
serious, but leave them, let them come and go, not focusing on
them. Shinran Shonin made a wonderfully true statement when he
said that "the Nembutsu alone is true and real" while
everything else is a delusion. If the Nembutsu alone is true and
real, then why take seriously all the residual thoughts and garbage
that normally appears in my monkey mind? Namo Amida
Bu
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