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Între 19.10.2025 și 30.10.2025, a publicat 50 articole, citite de 18.385 ori, cele mai multe scrise în categoria Life (25 articole) .

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Hurts

"Never give up, it's such a wonderful life."If I turn back in my past and remember things that happened and affected me , maybe I would start to cry or maybe I feel nothing.For my past love stories, when I remember I feel nothing. It's like I see a movie in which I was not the main character. But for the memories I had with somebody who is still in my life, for example my parents, I will remember and maybe cry for hours, or for days.When somebody tells you, that you have a problem, maybe you would reflect for a moment and forget about this chapter quickly. If more close persons would tell you that you have a problem, then maybe your heart will broke in pieces and maybe you will forget to breath or to live for a moment.Bad words could be like swords and wounds will always leave behind signs.Or maybe you will start to convince yourself that you really have a problem, and behave like this.People are always comparing yourself with others, you are never good en

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Letter to you

"I write this letter to you, but my purpose is selfish, because while writing this letter maybe I can receive an answer from inside me.I followed almost everything you asked me , with or without my will, somehow blindly, because I don't which is the final destination.For some years, you guide me to go back to my childhood. I try almost every night before sleep, to remember or to receive a sign. Why you send me back there? I don't remember much and I don't know how will change me what I will find out.I discovered lately music and I would like to discover my voice. I know once I had a voice and I lost it somehow. Where? I don't know."When I wrote this letter, I must have been drunk, because I don't remember to whom I addressed it. To God? He is the only one who could guide me. To my mentor? Unlikely, because does not know about my childhood. And the others, do not talk too much with me.Instead, I remember I try to find every night an answer from my childhood. Wha

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Chakrele si aromaterapia. Chakra inimii/Anahata chakra

Chakra inimii sau Anahata chakra este situata in zona plexului cardiac, chiar deasupra inimii. Aceasta chakra este asociata timusului, care face parte atat din sistemul imunitar cat si din cel endocrin. La nivelul timusului se maturizeaza globulele albe responsabile cu contracararea bolilor. De asemenea, ea mai controleaza inima, sistemul respirator, sistemul circulator, umerii, bratele, mainile, pielea. Culoarea specifica este albastru si reprezinta dragostea neconditionata, iertarea, compasiunea si dragostea divina, pentru Dumn

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next week

When I were in your arms and you promised me we will see again and when you told me nice things I believed you. We were in the most uncommon situation. Our love was prohibited. Nothing in this world would allow us to be together.I would rather say we were not made for each other. Now you left and let me alone without a word. And now I know you will come back , but not for me, but for work. You will see me at my desk, and you will avoid to look at me. Why? Because you feel ashamed and because you see me as an obstacle . You can't live without me, but also you can't live with me.When you will pass this room, your heart will beat faster, and you will feel like you would prefer to run, but you have to face your fear and enter in this room. You will pray to not see me, you will look straight but to other colleagues, not to me. But still , the destiny will force you to look in my eyes. And then, you will not know what to say, and you will invent something, but something related with

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Amintiri

A fost o perioada in care imi nu imi permiteam sa imi cumpar o sticla de Coca-Cola, o ciocolata sau o prajitura. Era mai bine, pentru silueta. Era mai bine pentru sanatate, dar tanjeam sa mananc si eu putin ceea ce altii serveau cu atata usurinta.In mintea mea acele lucruri banale le obtineai cu un efort mare si de cele mai multe ori ajungeam sa renunt sa mai visez la ele, sau poate doar sa sper ca voi primi cadou o cutie de ciocolata.Cand primeam un cadou, ma bucuram imens si ramaneam datoare persoanei care imi oferea. Primeam atat de rar si era pentru mine o sarbatoare.Acum orice fel de gustare nu ma mai incanta, pot sa obtin destul de usor. Ceea ce imi lipseste este hrana pentru suflet.Frustari, compromisuri, incorectitudini, ma incarca zilnic. Superficialitatea relatiilor te face sa te simti din ce in ce mai strain de restul.Ma simt mai saraca ca oricand. Am incetat sa mai scriu, pentru ca desi simteam ca mai am multe de oferit lumii, nu ma mai regaseam in n

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Work eat sleep and repeat

Some people find themselves in my mind, and I feel like I have to write about them. I write and everything gets more clear in my mind.I've met a guy who looked like me. I was thrilled by his appearance, by his way of speaking, his attitude, his presence, because he was so similar. Like we were twins.In him I saw myself. And I became very attracted in just some seconds. I would say it is now usual for me, but in this case it was very easy.I felt like I known him for a long time and I was so comfortable with him. We got deeper in discussions and I liked him more and more. I felt butterflies in my stomach like a high school girl. He told me nice words and was captured by me too.But this story ended so much fast without words. I felt he is a lost case, when I observed his lack of enthusiasm, his constant preoccupation for work and he was always at watch. He was always in hurry and did not live in the present. In that moment I realized how bad can a person feel when stands

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Bulgaria

Am fugit de la realitate si am plecat departe la mare. Stiam ca o sa gasesc sensul vietii mele, ceva ce ma putea implini si ce imi lipsea de ani de zile, dar nu stiam unde si cand. M-am lasat purtata de val, fara planuri fara ganduri. Nu stiam ce voi gasi, dar stiam ca o parte din visele mele se vor realiza.Imi doream sa traiesc o aventura, sa ies din limitele pe care Clujul mi le oferea, sa ies din rutina zilnica si din zona de confort.Am ajuns in sfarsit la mare, dar simteam ca nu apartin acelei lumi. Imbratisam marea, dar ea ma respingea. Au fost 5 zile de tristete, de melancolie. Oare chiar am renuntat la tot pentru atat? Nu ma regaseam in grupul in care eram, nu ma regaseam in plaja, in mare. Ma simteam singura pe lume, fara vise, fara placere.Si dupa acele 5 zile anoste, au urmat 3 zile de vis. Viata a facut sa ajung intr-un loc in care nu m-as fi gandit: in Bulgaria la Nisipurile de Aur. Auzisem des de acest loc, dar nu m-am gandit niciodata sa-l vizitez.Nu stiam

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Sens

Era un joc fara sfarsit. Mereu rece, mereu la extreme , niciodata fericita.Am obosit. Alerg dupa pasiune , iar aceasta fuge de mine. Candva era si in aerul pe care il respiram. Acum sunt dependenta si disperata dupa emotii, trairi, dupa pasiune, dar nu simt nimic.Uneori imi pare ca totul a fost o iluzie, ca eu nu am gandit cum am gandit, ca eu nu am fost ce am fost.Ce a dus la moartea pasiunii? Visele spulberate, esecurile repetate si experimentarea vietii in toate aspectele ei.Simteam moartea vechiului si a amintirilor cu care nu ma mai identificam. Vag imi aduceam aminte de unele lucruri traite, dar nu mai percepeam ca inainte. Dragostea isi pierduse sensul pentru mine. Nu mai puteam intelege cum se simte, ce este si incepeam sa cred ca nu exista ca totul fusese o iluzie.O dulce iluzie amara. Pentru mine acum exista doar niste stari umane: placere, dezgust si frica.Pana si placerea nu mai este ce a fost. Tindeam sa mai simt ce am simtit candva,

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Dependenta

Dependenta e cel mai mare obstacol al vietii. Nu este cum obisnuim sa credem, ca suntem dependenti doar de substante narcotice, ci putem fi dependenti si de iubire, de placere, de o persoana, de un animal, etc.Sunt dependenta de o anumita persoana si nu stiu cum sa scap de aceasta. Mi s-a spus ca timpul le rezolva pe toate, dar eu nu vreau sa-mi irosesc timpul. Timpul meu e prea pretios ca sa imi ocup timpul cu ganduri negative. Simt ca totul mi-a scapat de sub control, acel control care era punctul meu forte. Nu stiu daca motivul egoismului meu este orgoliul sau iubirea. Nu stiu daca iubesc sau nu. Confuzia e cea mai neplacuta stare. Sunt prinsa intr-un vartej, fara sa stiu unde ma indrept, ce imi doresc sau ce nu-mi doresc. Ma las asa la voia intamplarii. Astept de la el un semn ca sa ma simt mai bine, astept de la el confirmari, pe care oricum stiu ca nu o sa le primesc intr-un final. Dependenta ma face sa actionez in functie de el, si de sentimente. Vreau sa fiu propriul m

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Amintiri

A fost o perioada in care imi nu imi permiteam sa imi cumpar o sticla de Coca-Cola, o ciocolata sau o prajitura. Era mai bine, pentru silueta. Era mai bine pentru sanatate, dar tanjeam sa mananc si eu putin ceea ce altii serveau cu atata usurinta.In mintea mea acele lucruri banale le obtineai cu un efort mare si de cele mai multe ori ajungeam sa renunt sa mai visez la ele, sau poate doar sa sper ca voi primi cadou o cutie de ciocolata.Cand primeam un cadou, ma bucuram imens si ramaneam datoare persoanei care imi oferea. Primeam atat de rar si era pentru mine o sarbatoare.Acum orice fel de gustare nu ma mai incanta, pot sa obtin destul de usor. Ceea ce imi lipseste este hrana pentru suflet.Frustari, compromisuri, incorectitudini, ma incarca zilnic. Superficialitatea relatiilor te face sa te simti din ce in ce mai strain de restul.Ma simt mai saraca ca oricand. Am incetat sa mai scriu, pentru ca desi simteam ca mai am multe de oferit lumii, nu ma mai regaseam in n

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Mirajul

A fost o lunga perioada in care credeam ca daca renunt la mine, la visurile mele si urmez o cariera infloritoare, o sa fiu fericita. Nu mi-am indeplinit visul in cariera, dar cand eram aproape sa il indeplinesc, fugeam sau eram indiferenta. Ceea ce inainte ma entuziasma, acum ma lasa indiferenta. Miile de dezamagiri, sau chiar esecuri, mi-au schimbat perceptia asupra vietii, m-au transformat intr-o fiinta insensibila,in ceea ce priveste oportunitatea de a lucra intr-un mediu sanatos. Singura mea fericire acum era iubirea. Iubeam, fara limite, fara ganduri, fara prejudecati, pe persoana pe care ma asteptam cel mai putin sa o iubesc. Diferenta de cultura, ma atragea incredibil de mult, mai mult decat cariera, decat orice. As fi dat cu piciorul la orice oportunitate, pentru a petrece cateva clipe cu Engin. Candva, posibilitatea de a lucra intr-o multinationala, era visul meu suprem, tremuram in fata acestui gand, iar acum nu ma mai interesa, ba chiar ma incomoda. Stiam ca imi fura din ti

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next week

When I were in your arms and you promised me we will see again and when you told me nice things I believed you. We were in the most uncommon situation. Our love was prohibited. Nothing in this world would allow us to be together.I would rather say we were not made for each other. Now you left and let me alone without a word. And now I know you will come back , but not for me, but for work. You will see me at my desk, and you will avoid to look at me. Why? Because you feel ashamed and because you see me as an obstacle . You can't live without me, but also you can't live with me.When you will pass this room, your heart will beat faster, and you will feel like you would prefer to run, but you have to face your fear and enter in this room. You will pray to not see me, you will look straight but to other colleagues, not to me. But still , the destiny will force you to look in my eyes. And then, you will not know what to say, and you will invent something, but something related with

Diana 433