It is a word that leads me to a bouquet of emotions. That was my first thought.
So I go in this direction. I don't want to refer to those inevitable serious moments,
during the journey through our life, which generate the feeling that we are staying
broken, incomplete, abandoned and which bring a cry in our soul andbitter
tears in our eyes. The truth is that we are never sufficiently prepared for such
moments. However, I am convinced that they can be passed differently,
if we find a way of being closer to our essence.
But I felt other tear-generating emotions I want to speak about.
There is no particular order of ideas, I let them flow as they wanted:
- Certain pages from special books. Special means that their subjects resonated
with what I was looking for, or I was going to look for and only then I
discovered this. Certain paragraphs had a fantastic energy charge,
generating emotions.
- Or the lectures of people who you felt were speaking from their heart, people
with a good soul and whose intentions were to spread the light over other people.
- The audition of a concert whose music made you vibrate deeply and as if it
released the inner fogs...
- Images from nature, whose beauty are overwhelming, that overwhelming
so hard to put into words, sometimes impossible!
- The emotion of people who call their playful children, all with sparkling eyes,
some because of the discoveries, the others with love for their kids!
- But now I really feel like crying, because I can't find something I need for
a project. That means I have to organize my personal chaos.
Or maybe I've received one last idea for my text...! ?
It is so important to feel the difference between emotions...
Some of them block us, preventing us from moving forward and thinking.
Others trigger new inspirations and paths! But I think all of them are lessons
which we need on our way...
Just we have to remember that the emotions that block us, affect also
our health, so it is important how we manage them...
PS. This morning I found what I was looking for last night.
Instead of getting angry, it's worth concentrating...

Este un cuvant ce ma conduce pe drumul unui bilant. Asta a fost primul gand,
asa ca merg in aceasta directie. Nu vreau sa ma refer la acele momente inevitabile
grave, din timpul calatoriei prin viata si care genereaza senzatia ca ramanem
franti, incompleti, abandonati si care ne aduc un strigat in suflet si in ochi
lacrimi amare. Adevarul este ca niciodata nu suntem suficient de pregatiti pentru
astfel de momente. M-am convins insa ca pot fi trecute diferit, daca ne propunem
un fel de a fi care sa ne apropie de esenta noastra.

Insa m-am mai intalnit si cu altfel de emotii generatoare de lacrimi, pe care
vreau sa le amintesc. Nu exista o ordine a ideilor, le-am lasat sa se insire
cum au vrut ele.
- Anumite pagini din carti deosebite. Deosebit insemna ca subiectele lor rezonau
cu ceea ce cautam, sau urma sa caut si abia atunci descopeream acest lucru.
Anumite paragrafe aveau o incarcatura energetica fantastica, generatoare de
emotii.
- Sau prelegerile unor oameni pe care ii simteai ca vorbesc din inima, oameni
cu suflet bun si a caror intentie era sa imprastie lumina peste semenii lor.
- Auditia unui concert a carui muzica te facea sa vibrezi profund si parca
elibera negurile interioare...
- Imagini din natura, a caror frumusete este coplesitoare, acel coplesitor
atat de greu de redat in cuvinte, uneori imposibil!
- Emotia oamenilor care isi striga copii jucausi, toti cu ochii scanteind, unii
din cauza descoperirilor, ceilalti cu dragoste pentru prunci!

Insa acum chiar imi vine sa tip pentru ca nu gasesc ceva de care aveam
nevoie pentru un proiect. Adica e musai sa-mi organizez haosul personal...
Sau poate ca tocmai mi s-a oferit o ultima idee...!?
Este atat de important sa simtim diferenta dintre emotii... Unele ne
blocheaza, impiedicandu-ne sa inaintam si sa gandim. Altele
declanseaza inspiratii si carari noi! Toate insa cred ca sunt lectii
de care avem nevoie pentru a ne parcurge drumul...
Doar sa nu uitam ca 'blocantele' ne afecteaza la propriu si
sanatatea, asa ca e de luat aminte la cum le gestionam.

PS. Astazi de dimineata am gasit ceea ce cautam aseara.
In loc sa ma enervez, merita sa ma concentrez...