One by one, I watch the starts collapse
Inside my ribs, suffocating my heart at last
Making me mad, making me weep,
Shiver and cry,
I wanna disappear and perhaps die!
I left my mother’s home
To be a woman, to be on my own
And I tried to followed my heart
Made of silver, but mostly of stone
I never knew how to be alone
I learned the hard way,
I painted all my future grey
Just to see how far could I go.
Mountains moved me, but I told them so.
I slept in cold rooms, with no one to hold
I laughed at my own suffering, I loved you blindfolded…
Years later, still could not explain the fall
I still love you, but you would never call
And so I’d be waiting
Until we are both ready…
Until we are no longer lost.