2 years later

One by one, I watch the starts collapse

Inside my ribs, suffocating my heart at last

Making me mad, making me weep,

Shiver and cry,

I wanna disappear and perhaps die!

I left my mother’s home

To be a woman, to be on my own

And I tried to followed my heart

Made of silver, but mostly of stone

I never knew how to be alone

I learned the hard way,

I painted all my future grey

Just to see how far could I go.

Mountains moved me, but I told them so.

I slept in cold rooms, with no one to hold

I laughed at my own suffering, I loved you blindfolded…

Years later, still could not explain the fall

I still love you, but you would never call

And so I’d be waiting

Until we are both ready…

Until we are no longer lost.