I feel like I have never ever accomplished anything, I feel like all I do is not worth it in the end or that nothing is worthy of anything.

I always have so many ideas, so many things I wish to get one day done, but all of them seem so… far away and almost impossible. There are too many things I could potentially do but I almost never have the time or energy.

I give up so many things that I like, from video editing to music to even writing and drawing. Video editing for me died when I had my youtube channel somehow broken and all from it deteled. I only have left a couple of old videos, but none were the best I ever did. All I have remaining are memories and no proof.

I gave up on music but I never seem to manage to make my electric guitar and bass to sound the way I wish. I am aware the sound I want can be accomplished only after processing the sound, but this still is a reason for losing my inspirat...