48 sounds that make you feel good about life

My first word was the fridge, I remember it as the one that abstractly became a representation of the real object and all that it represented. But now I can't recall the need of not being independent, but then being a human is mandatory, a useful part and tool and wheel that makes the world move and at the same time lets you live your life, more about this later, so I have a  problem becoming trapped in my own bad choices, a tyrant of my own world not being able to fit in it and then being bullied into a corner that I can't escape without being cruel to my own beliefs, but doing this I recall those important choices of my life happened with a good intention but with a bad plan that integrated my dishonest intentions; but when good circumstances push you into a good place and the past that pushed you into those circumstances call you back and invade your peace asking for revenge requesting your serenity and pouring uncertainty in ...