I will start by saying that I am so glad for things actually going so well. I am also glad that I don't need therapy after all that stress. Right now, I can say that I am a new me and that it is for real. I am like a tranquilized bear and I am sure that is not just because of my tiredness. Having to face myself, spend time reflecting and just praying was, probably, the hardest part. There were so many times when I told ''wtf am I doing, I am not good at this, this is not for me, I am going to disappoint everbody and be a failure', why have I ever got involved in the first place?''. But now, after seeing the feedback, I can only say what I always believed and that is ''Faith has a plan for everything''. Faith was the one which wanted so many people to find great friends and collect memories.
I will not speak about the things which went wrong, because that is not going to help this article with anything. The purpose of it is other and I want to keep it that way.
So, I want to thank to a whole bunch of persons and to tell them how much I care about them.
I want to start with Roberta, my colleague and friend and princess. When I first saw her, I though that she is one of that delicate girls, who is treating almost everybody bad and made them feel like a little piece of shit. But, oh, lord, how wrong was I. Having to work with her and get everything done, was a privilege. I've had so many things to learn from her, like diplomacy and being calm. Spending so much time with her, made me love her so much and respect her limitless. If you ever see her, believe me, your instinct is going to be to make a bow. Couldn't hope for a better person to be my boss and my mate.
Secondly, I have the person who is in my heart for quite a time and that is my forever love, Mathias. At the moment he became a chairperson, I was the proudest and most happy person in the world. I know that, maybe, I was too desperate to spend time with you and I became annoying, but that was only because I love you soo much. You are one of the most handsome guys in the whole world and you have this amazing charm which is like a magnet. Your smile, I swear to God is like a wonderful sunshine. I am so honoured that I met you and had the chance to be your friend. Love and respect you from the bottom of my heart, truly.
Now, I want to speak about my gorgeous girl, Simona. I don't know what I would have done without her. All the help and support are priceless for me, but I will return everything back, I promise. You are the girl who slaaays the vivid colours, because you are one of them. When I look at you I see a Snow White who has to receive her own castle and crown. You are the most organised person that I know and you are simply amazing when you flit your hair and say ''meaw''. Can't say how much I love you and how grateful I am to have someone like you in my life.
Sebas, you are next, so be well prepared. When I first saw you, I thought ''this guy will never change a word with me, he is too cool for that''. But you did, and now you are that special college friend, that I want to invite to my wedding. Your intelligence and strength are alwaaays inspiring me. When I look at you, I see a very successful man and a very envied one. Thank you so much for telling the truth in my face, I swear that I appreciate it more that anything. Words can't describe how much I care and love you.
Kelli and Laura, you two and simply THE BEST. So much intelligence, kindness and beauty shouldn't be allowed in only one person. I've learnt so many things from you and I will alwayd be grateful. When I look at you two, I feel so inspired and I feel like I have to learn more and more in order to get even close to you one day. I love both of you to the moon and back, and remember, anything you need, just come to me.
Tudor, our time together was short, but thank you for showing me what incredible individual you are. I respect you a lot and I really hope to see and speak again with you.
All my volunteers, you were great and everything was spectacular because of you. Thank you so much for all the hard work and I hope you know that everyone has a special place in my heart.
And last, but not least, I want to speak about a special person, whose name I will not tell, but I am sure that he/she will know that is about him/her.
I just want to tell you that you changed a little my life. You, as an individual. I never cried after a person after such a short period of time and that says more than I can explain. You are so mature and smart and beautiful, that I can't just even imagine. You had me at your first smile and I will always be there for you, always. I can not thank you enough for getting involved in everything and letting me to get to know you a little. I am still fascinated by you and I think I will always be, how can I not be with such a smile and eyes. You mean to me a lot, more than you can ever think. I never drank my special milk with anybody, but I am glad that I shared it with you. You are amazing in every way that it is possible and soon enough, the world will be at you feet. I hope to never stop talking and I hope that you will always want to be my special, wonderful person. Can't say how much I care about you and I respect you, how much I love you and how much I wish NAPOMUN to come back in order to see you again.
This was an article full of love and sweet things, but I respect my blog and these persons, so I can never lie about this kind of things. A huuuge THANK YOU to everybody and a lot of hugs to you all! #NAPOMUN2018
